Hey musta? I’ve been trying to call you . But anyway i don’t know what your problem is. But i don’t believe you that you are happy. Sorry but i see sadness in your words. Nasa ojt ka ngaun at lalo kapa nahihirapan dahil trabaho na nga + mga prob pa. Recently my happiness is fading away. And i don’t know why. Maybe i’m just weird. And i know that you’re weird too. So i hope that you’ll understand me when i say that i feel sad when you feel sad too. Kahit na sobrang daming kagaguhan nang ginawa ko. Kahit na nasira na buhay ko. Andyan ka pa din. Thanks for that. Thanks a lot. Kaya lahat nung mga nagawa ko para sayo recently hindi mo na ko dapat bawian dun. Ako lang ung bumawi sayo. Sana natulungan din kita ng konti kahit papano. Take care always. Hindi ko kasi mabuksan tumblr ko eh haha nakalimutan ko na password :) basta keep smiling kahit na sobrang hirap na ng problema. It looks good on you hahaha. Drama ko no? Basta kitakits na nga lang sa pasukan. Thanks for motivating me wag m na tanungin kung pano mo ko na motivate hahaha
"There will be dark days ahead of us, and there’ll be days where you feel alone. And that’s when hope is needed most KEEP IT ALIVE"
Nakuha ko lang sa amazing spider man hahaha sana magkaro ng time na pwede tayo mag hang out. See you! :)
I endured two and half hours at the gym while Adam Levine made sweet sweet love to my ears.
I feel like such a girl I can feel my boobs growing
"Kakaisip ko sa’yo, natawag ko si Kyra ng Carla."
Bakit yung aso pa nila :(
No, not in a romantic manner but in a more laid back manner. I mean since I lost Czarina(not really that I lost her, but she’s not Czarina anymore), Seph’s been there. He’s been my bestfriend. I told him everything. But now that I don’t have him anymore, I don’t have anyone to talk to.
I have Bes Club and Albert and Justin and Jop and everyone I can talk to, but I can’t, they always see me as the one smiling, i do not blame them though, it’s just the way it is.
I wish I can talk to someone on how I sad I feel right now. I’m sad that I lost someone so precious to me, but I can’t keep hurting him forever, I’m sad that I’m pushing myself to fall inlove with someone so perfect that it makes me insecure. I’m sad that I’m actually liking Sean and he’s a player, it’s like i’m punching a wall.
Life is so sad.
Hay. I can’t even… I don’t even know how to feel. Ever since, Justin’s been there. Kahit nung panahon na may boyfriend ako, hindi niya ako nilandi kasi nirerespeto niya daw kung san ako masaya. Sobrang overwhelming ng mga sinasabi niya sakin, nagsasabi siya ng feelings niya sakin pero walang ka pressure pressure.
Siya yung lalaking nasa mga libro at movies. Siya yung knight in shining armor type. Pero nakakaguilty na may nagmamahal sakin ng ganito tapos di ko masuklian yung pagmamahal niya.
Hay. what to do?
And yeah, I don’t know what I want in my life anymore, I don’t even know who I want in my life anymore. Since I’ve been single, I have guys who’s giving signals every now and then. But I’m too confused right now to entertain them. This may sound like I’m too full of myself, but really, I question them too, why me? But whatever.
I have lots of time to think but It doesn’t feel like it.
Sana ganito ulit.